Suddenly....

Suddenly, it makes me remember. It hurts so badly hurt. Damn it!!!! I hate this feeling. Am I not cure yet?

Feels like shouting, crying and hating again, deep inside. Ya Allah, help me. I hate this kind of feeling.

Give me strength Allah. please do. I need it.

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I am not crying.... just inside me.

Is this showing.... I am cure??????

Sadness.... suddenly.

Dont waste your precoius energy Jie,

I told to my selves

Energy vampires, issues of the past, negetive thoughts

or

things u cannot control.....

Instead,

invest your energy in the positive present moment.

It thick me... this words......

I will be cure, I know....

I will .....

Hermmmm I take deep breath,

I love Allah, and I know that He knows best!

especially for me :)