Sebelum saya update cerita-cerita raya dengan gambar yang melambak ni beserta gossip-gossip terkini. Izinkan saya menceritakan satu kisah.
Bebaru ni saya pergi melawat kawan office Mr Hie. Actually Mr Hie went first, as SDMC is nearby his office. Kawan dia dah masuk wad penjagaan rapi. Wad yang banyak wayar-wayar tu. Dan entah apa control panel.
Hearing the story from Mr Hie makes me want to see her the next day and pass air zam zam.
She was diagnose with tumor nearby her heart. And it has block her nerve and blood circulation. Making her face bengkak. And I dapat tau tumor tu very active and most probably will be cancer or lumpfoma (not sure the spelling)
When we meet, she has been transfer to normal wad already. May be today will start her kimo. Hearing her stories make me realize betapa penting masa itu. She telling me that masa raya dia tak rasa apa-apa pun. Just sakit kepala dan bengkak. Ingat salah makan or due to tired sangat sebab raya.
Then she went to few clinics. None telling about tumor. Just take rest. Feeling uncomfortable, she went to SDMC. And from here she was warded. Masa tu masih tak bole terima and request to go back. But after doctor explain her life now is like water is pouring in a glass. Bila-bila masa akan penuh and melimpah. So she stay there.
When see her, she ask me how is ur work. How is my career. Being me as umi jie. I told her that, now my priority is my boys. I have once be a very buzy career women. Semua terletak pada bibik and pernah ada rasa marah bila anak sakit. Sebab tak dapat datang keje as kerja melambak. But then after dah makin berumur and anak makin besar. I realize why I am here. Family is important. Let the man do the earning. Kita ompompuan membantu. Penuhi kewajiban kita sebagai suri. Namun kerja masih ibadah tapi jangan keterlaluan. Itulah nasihat Mr Hie yang selalu I ingat.
After seeing her, we went for open house for 5 houses. Relatives and freinds. I remember her, she cant go for open house. She has to face that she is sick. And it is really a sudden one. Takde penyakit tu nak bagi warning dulu ker, intro dulu ker.... terus sakit. Unable to see her children and kita pun tak tahu samada dia berkesempatan melihat anak2 membesar. As we know cancer merupakan pembunuh kelas pertama.
Ohhhh, it makes me tick. How I love my boys, my hubby Mr Hie. How I want to spend more time with them. To see my boys grow up. To see that small feet, dari comel bulat dah jadi besar keras kematu gitu.
Oh I want to see my relatives, spend raya with them. Makan2 bersama, memasak bersama, chit chat bersama. And how I want to see all my friends again. Dari sekolah rendah sampai la kerja ni.
This morning, when I woke up. I saw my youngest still sleeping beside me. I belek tapak kaki dia. Dah besar rupanya. Tapak kaki dia nampak makin leper. Dulu begitu chomel sekali dan amat temban dan bulat tumit kaki dia. Ohhhh I wan to see him grow up. Please Allah give me time for me to see my boys grow.
Ohhhh sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian jika tak menghargai MASA
Ingat ketika kita sihat :)